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Someone once asked me,how can you not have sympathy for this person,don't you understand no one ever been nice to her in her whole life so she's just mean because of it~
No ones been nice ot me in my life either but I haven't tried to lie and hurt others because of it.Why is it that one person will think and defend there pain and there friends pain against the rest of the world..but they do.
I would have never advocated consoling until now.WHY? because when you tell your friend your sister is an asshole,your friend calls the building inspector on your sister and CPS and lies to "get even" Thus is how my life has been so far.One problem after the next and it's been since I talked to people online...guess it's a no wonder I feel they are contributing to these problems.
But regardless of the inconveniences that have occurred I've managed to continued smelling like a rose garden,mostly because I am honest and not doing things that would be considered illegal in the state of N.Y..I can't account for other more Christian places (that was a joke)...
I brought me down about 100 notches and remembered my common sense that said,don't worry about it.I'm looking forward to the holiday this year because my new motto is,don't worry about it.
I haven't belly danced,the tape is stupid and I can't bring myself to becoming that empty headed without a canister of pills.Maybe belly dancing isn't for me It's a tease and I'm not much of one. I don't tease I take.I'm an aggressive woman,I'm short,heavy and strong,maybe kickboxing is more for me.
I got this video and me trying to do this is so stupid.I feel like an idiot and the lady keeps looking like she wants to have sex with her audience.I give this a two thumbs down unless you are a narcissist that can make it through watching barbie gyrate her perfectly perky body or your using it for self pleasuring lol..
I bet it rates high on the soft core hand job card lol...
It's been a pretty shitty day anyway.I woke feeling pain all over my body again..put in the video and was reminded again how fat I actually am ..then was told by my husband the nice kaftan I decided to create looked like I should be selling oranges in it.It would have been funny if he ever complimented anything about me but he doesn't.He married a maid to help keep his house clean I suppose the migrant worker ware he described would be fine for me to wear under the circumstances...